Sleepless Nights
I get one of those random days that I just can’t sleep. Spontaneous visions of many things, it felt I was going through each channel of me on TV. I think about ideas and plans of my career, helping the unfortunates, technology, investments, entrepreneurship, and companionship. Going through many scenarios finding the best probability of easy execution of these ideas and plans. I get flashbacks of events I should’ve done better or regret making that initiative. I have no idea how I get into these visions. I tried to think about nothing, blanking out my mind in blackness.
I find that watching TV or reading a book helps sometimes, but occasionally I just stay awake doing whatever until the sun touches the horizon. Then I finally get some sleep for a few hours before I wake up to the repetitive cycle of each day.